Christmas is near, and I find myself watching the Polar Express for the second time with the children i am babysitting.  I’ve decided that im not ready to bear(bare?) children anytime soon.  Not because of any child specifically, but all of them combined.  All of their impatient gestures and illogical thinking patterns.  and they’re so darn selfish.  And perhaps so am i, which is another reason as to why i am not ready for them.  They are so cute though!  maybe it will be different when i have my own, fruit of my loin sort of thing. 

 So it’s already flippin December 20th…!! What a do What a do…

Contrary to normal college students, I left home for the holidays.  Although I’ll be spending Christmas and the surrounding days at home, I moved out all my stuff last week.  haha i felt so awkward because my paradigm is totally screwed up.  All my friends were so excited about going home for the holidays and I was excited to be moving out! ha this semester has def been rough commuting to school from home.  It will be nice to walk to campus again.

As for the anticipation of Christmas, it still remains, after all these years! I remember not being able to sleep as a child because images of opening my presents entered and reentered my mind throughout the night.  For weeks preceding I could barely resist peeking under the wrapping paper.  Although the past 2 years+ I’ve been a beast waking up Christmas morning, don’t let the guise fool you.  Im super stoked!

 Merry Christmas!