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 Fellow Light.  These women will shake the earth with signs and wonders as vessels of the Spirit of God.  AND i love them. oh so much.

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If we truly understood our present state in this world, noting the vast amount of darkness with in ourselves and this world, we would have a better understanding of ‘poor in spirit’.

 It is ridiculous how dark my world has been lately, despite the lovely colors glowing in every which way, had it not been for the hope of glory inside I would surely die.  I’ve even thought of what it is I am living for, and the results would be ridiculous with out the understanding that I was created by God and that He has purpose for me(otherwise why would He have created me?) 

I know the Lord is wise and to the extent of wisdom I carry, I know that nothing is created null of purpose, no matter how small.

I will walk this life, and I will be the light.  Though I am nothing, the One living inside of me knows me. He made me. He is my hope of glory.  There is a reason for all of this sin produced heaviness, built generation by generation, and there is a time to come in which I will understand it all in it’s fullness. 

I do not feel like I understand much at this point, but I do know that the Lord is real. I will not be swayed, no matter how much pain, self-inflicted or not, I endure.   With the ever increasing knowledge of the Lord, I understand that myself cannot carry much of a burden, except His, which is easy. He is pretty much carrying the world nonetheless, I just have to switch my mental processes to faith in His care rather than the independent one so many are tormented with. 

If I were to say that I do, it is ridiculous of me.  I do nothing.  I simply think I do.  The extent of my doing is decisions I make in the flow of the ever working hand of God.  Out of His wisdom flows His orchestration and perfect leadership.  He carries the world whether I do or not.  Although, it is with in my power to release myself from those burdens: to come to the understanding that He is doing everything and assume a position of faith in the God of the universe. I need Him so much.  I am weak. pitiful.  In Him I can do all things. He strengthens me.  He loves me.  He asks me to look upon Him in loving adoration so that our relationship will flourish and I will ravish His heart. 

The Lord is good.  I wish I could relay it better to those who do not know Him, so that they may experience a world with no worries.  I, myself, press on towards this faith movement.

 Amen.